Uneasy

I feel like there is a pattern of unhappy feelings when I am on my period. I get irritated and I want to stay away from boh. I try not to piss him off by staying away from him but I think he can sense it. He knows when I don't want to be near him while I am having my period. I can't even look at him sometimes because I get irritated. This is not a nice feeling that I want to have when I am around Boh. He didn't do anything wrong. He works so hard and he tries so hard. But why am I getting so irritated? This is so frustrating. I think I have to really have a bigger heart to forgive and forget. I must really change my attitude. or I will regret hurting his feelings.